so called awesome day! fuck up!!

Went to babe hse after work ytd(Saturday) did not argue or anything... Everthing was ok until when we at hometown kopitiam... I was playin the cam app.. Took one of his pic... I also deleted.. But he dint believe me... Fetch me home... Within this 3 hr... Thinking nonsense... Acc I saw a facial foam tht doesnt belongs to him... I keep quite.... 3 hr.... He came abt 5+ almost 6.... I tot everything gonna be ok.. Until movie finish... Ask me wht I wan eat... I no feeling to eat . I wan someone to hug... More den eat... I said I accompany him eat... He said... I no nid ppl accompany... I feel the arrow straight to my heart... I stun.. I dunno... I lost... I wan cry... I feel like... Im just a bitch that he needs to accompany... I dont feel secure anymore... I feel lonely... I feel of giving up... I told him by sms... Teman u eat say dont wAn ppl teman....so when u nid ppl teman u watch movie eat u only find me la... I feel like im nth to u...just a girl that nid u to teman!... He dint reply me... He dint.. I cried this time...i got hurt more den anything....

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