sorry.. i did not update it for almost a week.. cause.. in this week alot of things happen... mostly... unhappy... as i remember...
it was saturday.. babe plan go genting with his frens.. well.. i let him go.. but he told me cancel.. he said he would come and find me after i finish work.. but when i finish work i recieve a call.. says that.. he going to genting.. and y he have to break his promise?! y?! he knows i hate it.. he knows! and yet that night.. jason dannay n bosley keep asking me go club.. i dint go.. i just stay at home.. and sunday.. i cant really remember what happen... i think.. i went movie with babe.. at mid valley if i not mistaken.. i cant remember well.. thats y i need to blog everyday... to keep the memory..
monday while i was on my way to work.. i hurt myself.. with a stupid satay stick! i called babe.. i dint cry.. but when i listen his voice.. i start to tears.. cause.. his voice make me feel safe... ^________^ that nite... after work babe came and find me to see my condition.. we went dinner.. but he seems busy with work.. after dinner.. i went home.. later on at night.. i went out with my frens jason and the gang.. den when i reach homee.. all of a sudden.. babe angry me.. i dunno what i did wrong... i was upset too... we argue.. i cried.. and stuff..
tueday.. went back to dad house because of party.. saw my STUPID EX BF! day ruin.. yup.. drank carlsberg.. and suddenly babe call.. i got scolded.. for drinking.. so i stop.. he said wana fetch me.. but i say no.. cause he edi drive whole day from johor... i went home.. did not answer his call.. cause finding key.. den got scolded agn.. he say he coming.. i also say ok.. i wet n bath.. n my phone ring.. babe reach... after bath i went out to his car.. he ask me 2 question and ask me to go home.. at that moment i feel that.. am i his dog?!?! we argue agn that night... :[ and i hurt myself for being stupid.. i took my key and keep hurting myself.. and.. my arm was hurt.. leg was hurt... and my heart got the worse..
wednesday.. i did not msg babe.. until 4pm.. he called.. says tht he is coming tonite to watch movie with me... well.. we went quite the whole nite.. not really talking.. no goodbye kissess.. or anything...
thursday.. i went to work.. den to my laopo house to sew.. babe went drinking with his schoolmate.. yup.. one barrel damm him.. sure drunk la! about 9pm he called and ask where am i.. yup.. he is blur edi.. about 10+ i called him.. confirm he is drunk.. cause the way he speak is cute.. sometimes i really prefer he drunk.. cause.. he would be sweet... and cute.. and.. thts the end of the day ba... tonite babe will come ad shopping with me.. i hope he remember... :[[ cause he is busy with work.. ><.. kelian my babe.. have to work so hard... i feel heartache sometimes seeing him stress and angry... but i feel useless cause i cant help... >< T__T
