day 4- i've been at home whole day... till my friend ask me out for a drink.. about 12am head home and sleep.. thats how my day 4 goes.. :)
Day 5- woke up at 3am.. cause i dream of you.. i jump up from my sleep and i tried to sleep back.. ended up every one hour i wake up once.. about 7am im totally awake.. i got ready waiting my friend and fetch me.. about 8.30am.. we start to head to kampung gajah.. :) we laugh non stop in the car.. we non stop talking.. non stop smoking.. yea.. i change.. i became a smoker.. :] and when i reach the track..all i was is thinking about you.. how i wish you are here with me and stuff.. :] all i think is about you babe.. if you know.. :]
at night.. i hardly sleep.. yumcha.. drinking smoking.. help me to release the pressure that i miss you.. i dunno i did a right thing anot.. by sms-ing you.. telling out how i feel and stuff.. after i tell out.. yea i feel better.. and way more better..knowing you came n gie back my things.. yea it hurts.... saying that we are best friend and stuff.. it hurts even more.. :[ i dint wanna be ur friend.. i still wanna be your Girl.. :'[ all i can do is cry deep inside me.. i cant let ppl know how sad am i.. i have to smile laugh n act like nth happen... its hard.. :'[
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